SENT… The Back Story…

In the late 80’s I became very ill and did what most Christians do; went forward for prayer and began seeing doctors.  After 11 or 12 doctors in 18 months I was worse; much worse and I realized the ideas being presented didn’t align with my core beliefs about health and healing so I canceled all my medical tests/appts and began chasing GOD for answers.  HE SHOWED UP AND TOOK ME ON QUITE A JOURNEY showing me all the things we do to make ourselves sick.  I was able to reverse several “incurable” conditions and boy did I learn a lot.  GOD then INSISTED that I write a book about this journey, which took me 21 years to complete before having the acute event with my cell phone that took me down this road of awareness and activism. 

As this spiritual adventure began back in 1989 it became clear to me that I needed to start keeping a journal.  It was in the very first one, within the first few pages that I noted “Isaiah 54 shall apply.”  I had come into my marriage with a legal issue and when we went to court, we lost.  I’ve had no choice but to learn to trust GOD so I bounced through the disappointment pretty quickly but the same wasn’t true for my now ex-husband.  I understood that GOD was likely doing this to protect us but he couldn’t see it.   After a time I suggested that my husband go spend some time talking to GOD because he wasn’t in a good place.  After a few hours he came in and said “GOD gave me/us the whole chapter of Isaiah 54; said to ‘READ IT’.”  So we sat down and read through it.  I didn’t find any gripping insights and frankly all I remembered is that this passage said that “GOD was going to move me (us at the time) to a place with a gemstone foundation.”  It was noted and I went on with my life.  This entry was May 27th of 1990.  

Isaiah 54 Shall Apply Journal Entry

In the fall of 2018 GOD reminded me of this passage through something someone said and I went back and looked in this journal and reread Isaiah 54.  I was amazed that it seemed to chart out the last 28+ years of my life, including the divorce.  Soon after this memory was brought back to me I realized that HGTV was giving away a home that I was entering, noting it was the first one I’d ever live in instead of selling it.  AFTER rereading Isaiah 54 I got curious and went to see where this HGTV home giveaway was located and was a little bit startled to see that it was in Sapphire, NC which is exactly the kind of gemstone one bible version of that passage used.  So, I diligently filled out every daily entry; not really expecting to win, but certainly open to the idea.  The winner was announced, and it wasn’t me.  I of course was disappointed but again…I’ve learned to work towards letting go of things that no longer serve me or letting go of ideas that I “deserve” something in particular.  I believe if GOD wants me to have something that nobody and no thing can thwart that plan.  By the same token if it’s not His will for me to have a particular thing then I’m pretty certain there’s a reason, so I let it go as quickly as I can process the disappointment.  So, I said “Okay.  We’ll see what you do but you have my curiosity peaked.”  What I did note is that when I was looking at the HGTV house I knew that I would absolutely put a window in BOTH bathrooms, one over the tub. 

About the same time a reader/fan of the book, (Getting Well God’s Way), informed me that they were going to build a retirement community and put me on the payroll as the health consultant AND give me a home in a scenic area of Mexico.  After a few months, I could see that this wasn’t going to be a good situation for me for many reasons and turned down the offer again telling GOD “We’ll see what you do.” Another test of seeing if I’ll hold onto or chase things instead of waiting I think.  I smiled and let that one go too. 

A few weeks later GOD said “I’m moving you so get ready.”  I laughed because I’ve been unemployable for 3+ years from this acute event with my cell phone that left me unable to be around modern technology so I have no money, no property, no car…just a Mom who loves me.  When I told her what GOD said she spoke without thinking “You aren’t going anywhere.  You don’t even have a car!”  I laughed as I walked away thinking “Ewwwwwww she’s going to get in trouble for that.”  Sure enough, the very next morning an “upset stomach” kept her in bed for 8 days.  On the 9th day I told someone “This isn’t a stomach bug. This is GOD because she said something the other day and I think GOD sent her to her room to think about It.”  I had no sooner gotten this out of my mouth than Mom came to the door saying, “THIS ISN’T A STOMACH BUG…THIS IS GOD.  HE SENT ME TO MY ROOM TO THINK ABOUT MY COMMENT OF HIM MOVING YOU.  OF COURSE WE CAN ALL MOVE.  I DON’T HAVE TO LIVE HERE!”  Bless her heart, who wants to move to another state at 83-84 years old from a home you’ve been in since 1988 and thought you would die in? But once she KNEW it was GOD’s will, she jumped in with both feet, often leading the charge, and so we began the search.  

A few months went by and we were searching online for houses and trying to figure out WHERE to go.  As we looked, our inner desires became more clear and old family roots actually appealed to us in Arkansas.  It was my great, great grandmother who was a Bailey and they founded what is now known as Arkadelphia.  We decided if we were going to have to move we at least wanted to live in a place of stunning beauty and north central Arkansas became our focus. 

We had an entire folder of houses we were watching and adding to it daily.  One day I said “Mom, why aren’t we calling about this house?  It looks like it’s everything we’re wanting.  It’s not too big.  It has acreage and they built the house in the middle of it instead of beside the road.  There’s even a sign in the garage with your initials on it that says it’s your place!”  She’d seen it on a site as having a pending contract and put it in another file so we called the homeowner and every question we asked, she gave the right answer until all three of us were crying.  The seller finally said “I’m not showing this house to anyone else.  You’re the one’s I’ve been praying for.”  We headed up a few days later, saw the house, met the sellers and signed a contract for purchase. Guess what was above the bathtub that would be mine…

bath tub window

It was a week later that the seller said on the phone, “For some reason I feel like I need to tell you to look up the meaning of the name of this town; it’s a gemstone.”  I LAUGHED.  I had no idea.  Mom and I both thought independently that it was someone’s name. 

So, here we are living exactly where GOD had me note in a journal in 1991; 28+ years later.  I’ve said for a few decades that “my journey feels like GOD moves me around like a chess piece” but then that’s what I asked Him to do with me.  Who the heck knows what to do with a LIFE?  Everything He’s taken me through has developed a keen sense of His presence.  I’m being “utilized” and my job is to pay attention, listen and follow directives knowing He’s the only one who’s seen the lid to the puzzle box.  In between moves He’s setting up challenges and lessons that equip me with knowledge and understanding and a committed trust has developed over the decades as He continues to amaze me…HE is in fact moving forward a plan, HIS PLAN and I’ve been invited to be a part of it.  I had no idea I’d be here doing this effort to awaken a town/region/state to a threat in their home/offices/environment.

As I read Isaiah 54 again after realizing what He was directing us to do, I again LAUGHED as I read verses that make it clear that challenges will come…but ultimately it states “NO WEAPON FORMED AGAINST ME SHALL PROSPER.”  I’m going to trust Him on that…it’s served me well thus far. I do seem to walk in a protected bubble and have seen Him dish out severe discipline to people who offend Him in my efforts.  I have accepted that I am indeed a messenger, a watchman on the wall often delivering WARNINGS!

For reasons we may never know GOD decided long, long ago that this fight in this area needed to be confronted and so WE ARE HERE, EQUIPPED AND READY FOR THE BATTLE AT HAND….SENT BY GOD.  

This technology is sabotaging people’s health and people have no clue where it’s coming from.  You simply can’t imagine the horrors of “The Smart Grid” until you start researching.  Essentially they’ve created a microwave and we’re all in it!!!! 


GOD INSISTED that I write a book that took me 21 years to finish.  It’s made four grown men cry and is opening the eyes of many others.  GOD called it a “312-page indictment against humanity.”  He’s NOT happy with what’s going on here, ESPECIALLY in the church crowd and their complicity with the world system.  When I read Isaiah 54  the first time it spoke of me having “many children” and yet I only had one so I wasn’t sure what to think of that as I actually had to walk away from my entire family to finish what GOD was asking of me.  There was no other option.  This meant leaving my daughter, our only child, that he turned against me, the granddaughter I raised for 19 months, and two more born since I left that I’ve never been able to meet.  I cried for five years while finishing the book.  See, GOD takes up a lot of room when He shows up and you’ll either be pulled in closer to Him or get thrown out of the circle by centrifugal force.  I was being put in a situation where I could not please GOD and man and it reached a tipping point and GOD took me out of it.  Interesting that on Mother’s Day a few years ago, I was truly shocked when a bouquet of flowers arrived on Mother’s Day.  It was from one of the reader’s who called it “The book I can’t shut up about.”  The card read, “I know this must be a difficult day for you…”  And she signed it “Your daughter in Christ.”  I now have “many children”.  

You can learn more about the book by going to:

If you want to read Isaiah 54 you’ll find it here: 

Another link of interest from this blog that shows where we are in the battle. Beyond this I will say that I’m having really great response from sending the book God had me write to some influential Christian people who have access to President Trump.  That book is getting me in some doors where I would’ve been ignored without it.  I believe with my whole heart that President Trump wants these meters “ripped out and replaced” but his Executive Order tamed the wording.  I intend to show him what is clearly criminal behavior and that a bureaucratic response isn’t appropriate; it needs to be immediate and seen as the criminal racket that it is.  A legal monopoly who claims to be “member-owned” (actually two of them up here now) are locking said members out of public meetings and controlling who gets on the board while violating civil/human/ADA/environmental laws.  We don’t need a task force to monitor, we need the FBI to file White Collar Crime charges and RICO Act cases. I’ll keep fighting the fight, catch up when you can.

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